Should I wait for him? I need help, im miserable and confused?

Oh my, your making a lot of mistakes here. He does not want to be with you. Your BEGGING him and trying to make him feel guilty. Being 21 or 22 and not having had relationship is completely normal. You on the other hand have a lot to learn about having self respect and how NOT to behave around men you have dated. Move on, hon, the party is over. If you keep doing this, he will resent the &*%# out of you.