PLEASE............honest opinions!!!?

Im 14 yrs old, and I've had sex a few times and my mother disapointedly knows. Alot of people in my house thinks that Im a lil slut because it was with diferent men. But its this one guy who I really like. somehow he made me feel specail in a way I loved, he made me laugh and held my hand onetime before we ******, compliment me, and we liked the same music. I threw him signs to tell him I like him and he would ignore it sometimes, then oneday he asked if I had a boyfriend, after that I havent seen him in3 months. I still think we could of been together but the most worst thing is I ****** with his closest friend in front of him in his room. What should I do, and please dont make me cry cause I know I've done somethings taht makes me a slut but I'm not.